Friday, July 15, 2011
I HATE the Blank Page!!
It's official. I'm afraid of the blank page. Earlier this week I tore out an essay contest from my Real Simple magazine. It's been sitting on my nightstand, I look at it and convince myself I can't write to a prompt. What if I'm on the downward slope of my writing peak? It was a short climb, one month. It could happen! What if I suck? So, instead of attempting to write, I read other people's blogs. Instead of writing, I try to figure out how to post a comment on my friend's blogs. Still no success. I have great comments, sitting in my head. Instead of writing, I reread some of my other work - trying to tackle the yucky job of revising. No luck. Instead of writing, I eat chocolate chips. Yep! Chocolate chips right out of the bag. I bought them so my friend, Adrienne, could make cookies. There's enough chips left to make about three cookies. Instead of write, I clean the dirty track of the sliding glass door. No one will ever notice the detailed work I did on our door, but it got me out of writing. It's official. Today, I hate the blank page. Tomorrow? It may be love at first sight. Doubtful.
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Remind me to show you the poem I wrote during CWP about procrastination. Most of the time, I would rather clean a toilet than write - not because I don't like writing, but because I don't want to START. You have NOT lost your writing mojo, girlfriend. It's just harder now because we're not immersed in it like we were in class. Breeeeeeeaaaaaaaathe. ;)
ReplyDeleteToday - I chose writing (a blog post :) over housework :) - so still procrastination but at least in a positive form? That Real Simple contest is staring me in the face too, Natalie. I too fear the blank page....
ReplyDeleteSpeaking of, what are the writing group expectations? Do we need to have copies of a work in progress, etc.? Are we going to break into mini-groups if all (local) DWPers show up? Maybe we'll just consume copious amounts of caffeine and brainstorm and strategize? At any rate, I'm looking forward to it,
Jessica
You ARE writing. This is a great post. We've all been there. Keep going, I love your words.
ReplyDeleteSee you Thursday.